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So I think I've reached the point in life where i feel somewhat satisfied. It's funnt because i stopped hanging out with alot of people and just realizing who my true friends are. its a handful but its just enough. I think everyone reaches a point in their life when they realize the bullshit in thier life is just bullshit, so throw it out. I'm so amazed to see that some of my old friends are EXACTLY where they were when i was there with them, doing the same thing and going nowhere. So yeah just thought i'd say that. i havent written in here in forever. have a good day homie
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[12 Mar 2007|02:37pm] |
Hide and seek, You're it.
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[01 Jan 2007|04:12pm] |
hahahahaha
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[29 Dec 2006|02:03am] |
Ill probably never be able to treat you the way you need and deserve.
I try my best to do my best.
Try my best to live up to my word.
The truth is Ive lost my senses. lost who i am
and you met me when i was a stranger to myself.
I feel like im at the bottom of the sea fighting to the top,
and people grab on to my ankles and arms to ask me what im doing.
thats why i dont talk. im too focused on getting out.
and the more other want to understand and help, the more ill sink.
Cant make anyone understand i guess.
im selfish. Ive mistreated you and others,
because i was/am too focused on getting to the top for that large gasp of air.
that one i always talk about.
the one that cleanses my whole body and fills me up for the year.
Ill never be sensative.
always be an ass.
guess ill just have to find someone who is the same. so no feelings get hurt.
my love is a punch in the nose.
and i love you
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[16 Nov 2006|10:12am] |
danielle prip is amazing.
love bobby shell <3
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[19 Oct 2006|01:34pm] |
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3 hours and 29 min til i get off work. wuwu!
i dont want to look like anyone else but me. but sometimes i look at someone and wish i could look at put together as her.. i just want to be a put together danielle. and im totally opposite. i wear whatever doesnt smell bad haha. I wish i were 16, i miss being that age, now all i do is work and it scares me, like im missing something or passing something up.. ohwell the weekend is coming up. oddly enough i miss being bored..
tonight me and bobby are going to eat and read eloise and sit in our tree. im cited i havent seen my best friend in like 4 days. i miss kylie too:( girls night this weekend:) and the fair!!! i think im gonna go underwear and shoe shopping when i get off, i thought i only have 20 bucks but i counted is all out the other day and it was 220! nice eh?
i want the aly and aj christmas cd. im tempted to buy it today even if i can just download it at home.
im excited for cold weather:)but i mis my tan
nashville and orlando soon:)
AND HALLOWEEN!! can you say party on wayne? CAUSE I CAN!
peace out (i dont really say peace out)
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[14 Sep 2006|10:00am] |
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man i was just reading through my friends, you guys are so emo.
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[30 Aug 2006|08:17am] |
Im losing the edges of myself and just becoming this big blob like the rest of the world...
Ive bent around my standards and morals
jaded myself with wordly things that are onl temporary
I want to be the happy person i was that played in the rain even if it was lightning.. i went out to play the other night and it started lightning so i went inside.. WHY? i dont know..
I need to stop working so much.. all i do is work and then come home to sleep. it sucks cause i cant see my family or best friends.i have to miss my niece's 1st birthday tonight.. to work.. wu wu...
Some things cant be erased or forgotton, but they can be healed and moved past
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[21 Aug 2006|09:42pm] |
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I can wait it out.
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[16 Aug 2006|10:23am] |
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[15 Aug 2006|11:23am] |
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I've found a small window, an oulet, the causes me to never want to turn back again. and leave everyone and all things behind... But not all things can last forever, thats what I say.
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[12 Aug 2006|07:12pm] |
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I've turned on myself
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[29 Jul 2006|12:09pm] |
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The world is ignorant.
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[25 Jul 2006|05:06pm] |
Wake up to ice water poured on your face and being told in a stern cold voice that if you dont get up now, you can forget going out that day..
Get up long enough to get your teeth clean and shes demanding something before you can get the sleep out of your eyes...
work all morning and come home only to be yelled at for being on the computer.. cause you were supposed to clean up the mess they made from a project you hate.
Now its time to mow the lawn in about 100 degree weather not including humidity.
Oh and by the way.. your big plans for the night are being cancelled for you because all you do is go out and be with athiests.. seeing as though you dont have a car because you got in a wreck. so of course youd be out every night.
Try to have a simple conversation with her and she'll turn the tv up louder than your voice..
oh and ps. she wants to go out with her friends on thursday so you need to watch her friends kids all day for free.
You cant drive her car, its her baby.
surprise! she went all out and bought you black paint for the dresser you have to sand for her
Sometimes my throat gets really swelled up and i cant breathe.. but its just me be obsessive compolsive. and my eyes sting and water because of the overwhelming anger of being disrespected when you live to respect. but a big smile and a bottle of nyquil will have you away from the disaster long enough to forget how much you feel caged and belittled... long enough for you to wake up and have a good stretch.. careful. shes in the next room.
slowly, just slowly... we go insane
but we'll get out of it soon enough
sometimes i wish for things that even im afraid of.
anyone need a roommate?
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[24 Jul 2006|12:57pm] |
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Glamour is airbrushed
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[17 Jul 2006|10:36am] |
I like surprises but don't get them that often
I have secrets i dont even tell myself about
I'm in love with someone I lost a chance with long ago, yes, I still do look back from time to time
I like jumping on my bed to anything that I can sing to
I live in my underwear
I get clostrophobic very easily
I've grown to love Pensacola, but somedays hate it
I'm going to travel the world, with or without you
I'm going to live on my sailboat by the time im 50, and sail across the world with a wine bottle and the person Im truely in love with (whoa I said it)
I eat in the shower
sometimes I am girly, about once a month
I want to be with someone who will dance with me
I like to open peoples eyes
I love green things
If I'm romantic with you, youre really special
I have a habit of getting in relationships where im treated like shit
But the glass is always half full
I dont fake anything about me
I dont wear makeup or do my hair unless im sad
Im going to own a restaurant when Im able to
I make alot a big mistakes, but thats how I got so smart;)
Second chances are worth it if the person has changed
I beleive in God, but am affraid its fading
To clear my head I run away
Im going to run to Rome
Taking deep breaths save my life (literally)
I save those deep breaths for just the right time at the right place
I like being bathed
I like being tucked in
I like bath toys
I can be really immature, but I can always understand
Its hard for me to be serious unless it needs to be serious
Life is way to short to be scene
My hair is frizzy
You'd be a stranger if there were no computer
I have to be the spooner, not the spoonee
I write you letters that youll never read
Take chances. they could change your life
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[15 Jul 2006|10:44am] |
 
Left pic was taken last night, right pic was this morning
put your seat belt on before you turn your car on, dumbass
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[13 Jul 2006|05:50pm] |
I'm afraid I'm changing
the sooner we forget who we are, the sooner we become someone else, most likely someone we hate.
I forget how much I loved you.
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[16 Jun 2006|12:42pm] |
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Everyday is a stepping stool to get you out of the pit you dug cause you swore youd find gold. you hit rock bottom, and there is nothing but dirt and rocks, and the walls are starting to cave in because you didnt throw the dirt farther away from the hole. you find small roots to pull your way out, but sometimes they give way and you fall or struggle. Giving up would be too boring cause there is nothing at the bottom except an old razor you found in the garage. People sit at the top of the hole and tell you what an idiot you are for digging that hole.. but them screaming doesnt help anything, it only makes you want to sit at the bottom to hide from their stinging words.. Its not the end, its the begining of a long fight up. someone pushed you over and convinced you that it was what you wanted. then they left you down there to figure out what youre going to do, thinking youll be fine and strong enough to get out on your own. Everyone goes through this cycle in there on way. but its the ending that matters the most
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